Face to face

I realized something new about myself tonight.  I think I might actually be shy!
Ok, for those who really know me on a personal level or even on a first and last name basis for that matter, probably think I might be smoking something right now, but seriously....I think it it true!

I open up quite easily through facebook and email etc, but when it comes time to meet face to face, I clam up!  I have nothing to contribute to the conversation.  My attention span is so bad, when I am face to face with someone.  I can't focus at all!  I think I long to have a deep conversation with someone face to face, and when I finally get the opportunity it is not the same.

I don't want that to happen when I meet God.   He and I talk so personally, but what if when I finally meet Him, I clam up?  Not only that, I am just now getting to know James, Matthew, Mark, Luke, John, Paul, and Timothy, and I have so many others I want to know better...before I actually meet them too.  What if when I see them face to face, I have nothing to say?

Just wonderin....Just sayin...